Moving Comes with Change

So much has changed since moving to Hoboken! Of course, for sure, since each and every change shifts us to a more conscious, aware space.  

Change can be tough, so tough some people never want to even go there!  Never want to leave where they are, either a home, a town, a significant other, etc.  But, know, change can be great!  It can be liberating, freedom, shifting to a higher energy, and it allows the new in.  The new ideas that come to you, the new everything, since all is new!  

You truly can create anything a new!  Anything you dream and believe, you can have.  Always, but change makes it easier.  

By letting go of the old, it frees us to the new!

By letting go of the old, it makes room now for the new to appear!

By letting go of the old, it frees our pain!

By letting go of the old, it allows us to live in the moment, where all things are created!

I have moved so many times in the past year.  Each time I have moved, I have grown tremendously, even if it was a rough time.  Even just being here a few months, I have grown so much.  Being more aware, more awake, more conscious, having a higher energy, and only allowing in the same.  

I am glad I moved here, I wanted to live closer to my children, and not have to drive over an hour each way just to see them, for years to come.  I have been driving my entire life, since 17 years old, up and down the Turnpike and Parkway, because my ex husband's family was from Bergen County, and I was from Middlesex, and we were close to both families.  

Then I was just down the shore, in Long Branch for two years, not wanting to keep driving anymore.  Although I barely see my daughter, due to her work, I see my son more often, but not even once a week.  I would love to see them all more, but I finally have accepted, they are busy, have a life, and don't have much free time.  My son only has one day off, the other daughter who lives here never has a day off.  They run a dog and train business, called Pack Leader Dogs, and are always busy with building their business, and they are very happy accomplishing this.  

So, it's on me again!  Me, you, just us.  Trying to do it alone, without the help of another to motivate or inspire you each day.  Not a "good morning, I love you" day at all, ever.  Nor a nightime hug, I love you, I appreciate you, thanks for being here for me!  Any good night hug, good night love, or good morning would be wonderful!  And then I think of my ex, and how we did love one another, and miss that.  Miss that type of love, and I hope he is well.  But, how well can you be when you don't have a relationship with your three children, and it's on you?  How can you not want one?  The connection you feel with your children is like oxygen to me, and when I see them my cup fills up with love! 

Any way, glad I moved here, more growth on my part already, but still tired of this life.  So, now what I am learning about Disclosure, is really making me happy, giving me more of a sense to want to be here, to help and see it all.  

I don't understand how Lisa does it.  She is my mentor, lives in Hawaii, never brings up the media Cabal stuff, but lives Heaven on Earth for sure!  You see it all around her.  I hope some day my life can be so happy and so free, I haven't been truly happy since I don't even know.  Struggling with pain my entire life, and money things, totally sucks, and I am so tired and done with it.   So, this is freedom, freedom in the Ascension, and the disclosure, and being Galactic, Quantum.  

Love and Blessings!