Leaving this Space, to a New Space Again

So, once again here I go leaving another space.  Notice I call it "space" and not a home, because a home it is not.  A home is where you have your things, your stuff, your memories, and hopefully it is filled with loved ones.  I cleaned all day and bought some sunflowers for the kitchen.  My car is packed with the last of my things, and the last of my plants.  I am so thankful I have them, as they are a living things which are a part of me now, the only living things that come with me everywhere.  No more dogs, no more cats, not even loved ones around to talk to, laugh with, and enjoy.  

They got in about 10 pm, and it was so great to see them.  The house was lonely without them and the dogs around, for sure.  I got hugs from the kids, and from the Mom, as I missed them.  What wonderful, amazing, people to open their door to me when I needed a place to stay, when some brothers would not.  The kids were hungry, and somehow I ended up making pasta for them, and cleaned up after cooking.  I went to bed around 11:00, feeling uncomfortable.  I can't really explain it, but I don't feel relaxed much in another person's space.  I mean sleeping there, living with them, etc., not being in my own space.  I feel I can never really relax.  
They said they wanted to talk, and thanked me so much for staying in their home, and I felt I did nothing, they were the ones that were helping me out!  So, we planned on talking later on that day.  They were going out for the day, and wondering if I was going to be around later.  I did explain to them that my car was packed and I planned on going to my brothers home to stay tonight.  They said they would be home around 4:00, and by 5:00 they weren't home, and I was getting ansy as I wanted to just rest and get settled in again.  I changed my plans for them as I was going to head out sometime in the early afternoon, but when they said they wanted to talk I told them I would be around.  I decided to text them and ask if they would be home soon as I planed on heading out soon, and no one got back to me, so around 5:30 I left to head to my new place to stay, at my oldest brothers house.
Getting in wasn't so bad, I was so tired, I just laid on the bed, rested, prayed, and meditated, and went to sleep early.