Thanksgiving Weekend

It's been pretty intense here since I have been pretty sick for two weeks.  And sick again for Thanksgiving, seems like I am sick every year now, ever since I got violently ill one Thanksgiving Eve after having to be taken to the emergency room after I was vomiting blood from a drink I had in a bar in NYC, a drink that someone spiked.
All week I was feeling very tired, sick, sleepy and exhausted, along with the neck and headache pain.  Thanksgiving came, and I stayed in bed until 3:00, almost not even wanting to get out of bed to have dinner with my son, but I did.  I was having dinner with him because he was working, and couldn't make dinner with my family, so I went to have dinner with him after work.  It was awesome to see him, we hung out and ate for over two hours, and talked about everything.  I am so proud of him for the man he is becoming, he will be 21 years old next week.  We are really close, and can talk about pretty much anything.  He is really kind, caring, and compassionate, and has crazy energy.  All of my three kids do in different ways.  
 I made plans for Thanksgiving weekend because I needed to connect with my friends and family, but when Saturday came and I was suppose to hang out with one of my best friends, I had to cancel because I woke up with the worse neck pain once again, the kind that makes me vomit.  When I wake up this way, I put ice on my neck at about 7:00, and keep it on for a few hours, and then my neck becomes somewhat numb.  This seems to take the edge off to prevent me from vomiting.  No type of pain medicine, nor migraine medicine has ever helped.  
I stayed in Sunday most of the day, but had to run out to get some food.  I finally got to take a bath also, the epsom salt seems to help calm the pain a bit.  It at least relaxes my upper back spasms for sometime.  Staying in this room all weekend and being sick and in pain was definitely a challenge.  I kept myself busy by wrapping the Christmas gifts I got, because staying in bed all day in this room isn't very fun.  Wrapping cheers me up, excited to give others the gifts I bought, and I do love Christmas time.  It's so fun to buy for others, wrap their gifts, and give to them, this always cheers me up.  I remember last year when I was staying at my other brother's home, I did the same and it helped.  It helps to be in a situation as challenging as this, to be able to see Christmas time, the time of giving and loving, and getting involved with buying gifts for others.  
I am still worrying how I am going to be able to ever move and get my own place.  Making money is tough for me due to the pain I am always in, but I am trying to figure out creative ways to become financially abundant!  My goal now is to try to heal my body, as I finally have health care and have started back at going to all those Doctors offices I don't enjoy going to!  But, I need to get help, I am really at a point where I feel so exhausted with this pain, I can not keep living this way!  
I ask my Angels, Guides, God, the Universe, Ascended Masters, and all to help aid in my healing.  To have faith I can be and will be healed, is a good place for me to start!