Finally seeing the light! So much has happened in the past week, a nice shift for me. Although each morning I wake up sad and depressed with the situation I put myself in, my faith has returned in being able to accomplish what I came here for, to help and serve others. All this I want to help and give and have no place to do it. I do now. I have gotten in touch with a Yoga Studio to do some Children's Yoga there. She wants me to teach a portion of the Children's Yoga to her students she is teaching for certification. The children's ages will be from 7-11, although the children I taught were 3-5 year olds, but that's okay, I'll work it out. I just like to be totally prepared so am working on putting a class together now. I also realized this will give me the opportunity to read my children's book, "Bright Light Meditation", at the end of the class while they are in savasana. This is great because it opens the door up to my book, and tells the Universe yes! Yes, my book is worthy, yes my book will get published and I will get it out there to the children. The owner also said she has a friend in town who owns a Dance Studio and was looking for a Yoga Instructor as well. Awesome! I also mentioned to her about maybe teaching a Mommy and Me Yoga Class and she said she has members who have expressed interest. Now this has motivated me to reach out to the other Yoga Studios around and see if I can teach there as well.
Finally a way to touch more than a few kids at a time, and help me to not have to nanny any longer.
Yes, I do love the kids, but being a nanny has become draining for me, there is much dysfunction out there, and I am pulled into it every time. Not only do you have to care for the children and their issues, you have to deal with the parents and their issues as well!! How they raise their children, feed them, etc.
Things are very different here in this area of the woods, and there aren't many Yoga Studios. Great place to open one up as well, since there aren't many here. But, I don't want to get settled in this area at all, it's not home anymore, and I can't wait to move back up North! There isn't anything for me here either, and I don't have any friends here, nor do I up North either, but my children are there.
I also have a new space to do some Reiki out of, as soon as clients come! I went to a Massage Center a few weeks ago to ask if I could use their space anytime, and she said sure! She was so nice, and gave me Monday mornings. Now I need to advertise, and get out at local places to offer my Healing Services to all. I also want to advertise in a local Spiritual Magazine as well.
I need to create some classes for the Children's Yoga, research Mommy and Me classes as well. I also am creating a website "You Are Truly The Light", and get that going as well. I love writing, and knowledge, and research, and want to share what I have learned to anyone who wants to listen! And I have life experience in many areas to share as well including Divorce, Single Parenting, Self Love, and Spirituality. I love getting on the computer, seeing what's going on, and sharing the knowledge I learn, all about helping to empower us here on earth now, and to learn to love ourselves.
The world is going through major changes now, and we are all a part of that change. I want to help others understand what is going on as well, and help uplift all along the way. It is time to face our shadows, our pain and sadness, in order for it to resolve in our hearts, soften, integrate and turn to love. To change that darkness into light. It is something we all can do if we choose, if we understand and are ready.
As I meditate, so many things come to me, things I need to accomplish and give to the world. I also need a healthy, strong body to do this, and am praying for this daily now. I have started to Yoga daily, and do some Energy Medicine work as well, along with my essential oils. I am hoping all of this will aid in my healing, so I can really become strong, and create the life and future I want, one of bliss, love and joy! Never settling, never giving up and accepting a life without passion and love in it, passion and love for the things I want to do, and passion and love with the people around me!
I am blessed, I am grateful, and you are blessed, and loved!!
Namaste
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