Feeling Positive Once Again

Finally have been feeling more positive, what a miracle that is.  Soon, I should be able to move out in a few months, and need to get a place where at least one of my kids can stay.  My two children say it's pretty tough living with their Dad, and I feel like a failure that I couldn't keep a place for us to live in, a home, as I have owned two of them myself.  I have made some very bad choices, which has left me here, here feeling alone, with nothing, not a home to call my own.  Thank God for family, as that is what saves me, seeing and being with my family, my kids, my sister in laws, nieces, great nephews, and brothers.  So yes, I am blessed and have much to be grateful for, for all of them being in my life.  There have been many times I have felt abandoned and all alone without help from many people, but that is passing.  I have realized I always acted strong, like I was fine, and didn't ask for help much.  Now I realize how much I need it, being in pain daily not being able to do much, has made me reach out and ask.  Then I realize, as important as it is to give, it is just as important to receive.  I have been opening my heart to receive this past year, by being aware of it and making it one of my mantras.  They say it is a cycle, a flow, a give and take, giving and receiving.  So, if you are like me start being open to receive, and see the love that flows into your heart, that generates back out again, it is love, it is beautiful.

There is so much happening with the energies around us now, and it is important to go within our hearts, and see love, feel love, and be love.  Love ourselves first, set boundaries, pamper ourselves, and then the love grows and expands outward to all.  As each one of us is lifted up, it raises the vibration of all, the collective consciousness we all have.  Just by each one of us choosing love, loving ourselves, forgiving ourselves, lifts up the entire group of Mother Gaia!  So beautiful to remember when you are sad and low, we need everyone now to have hope and faith in love, in the world, as we are going to see peace on earth soon.  We are in for major changes now, changes with the entire earth and how things work.  And this all excites me so much, as I don't have much else around me to excite me!  

I truly see now what my main purpose here is, to spread the word of love, of spirituality, of oneness, of Peace on Earth.  So very interesting this will be.  I started a website, Youaretrulythelight.com, and it is about learning to love ourselves.  Ways to uplift us, comfort us, ways to help heal ourselves through essential oils, crystals, energy healing and more.  I am excited about this new journey, but need a miracle of healing to my body.  My body needs a true healing in order for me to shine my light so bright, and send that light out to others, as I am ready to give, and receive.