Feeling so Much Better Now

So many wonderful things are finally happening now for me!  I am so grateful, truly grateful, to be moving on to another chapter of my life.  I have been without my own home for about ten months now, so I am truly excited.  A comforting feeling, knowing I will be safe and have my own home.  There is something to be said for having your own place, your own space, with all of your things around you that comfort you.  Possession, ours, how these things seem to identify who we are.  As I was in the basement the other day, I saw all my furniture down there and told it that we were going to have a new home soon!  It just came out of nowhere, just seemed like the thing to do.  Actually, everything does have energy, and if we are nicer to our things it matters, somehow!  
So, now I know I definitely have a place, my nieces fiance's place down the shore!  Am I happy? Hell ya!  Is it hard to believe?  Totally, can't imagine being down the shore all summer, like actually living there.  I have been traveling to the beach my entire life.  My father would take us, and when I was twelve years old, my girlfriend's sister use to take us to the beach all the time.  I grew up being only a half hour from the beach, and once we all drove, we hit the beach anytime we could!  Since I have been living up North, I have been driving down the shore most weekends in the summer, as the ocean calls me.  When I was first divorced and my ex had our children on a Sunday, I would drive down alone, and it would help heal me.  So, this summer will be a totally different summer for me, it surely will be fun and busy.  I am hoping I will get many visitors all summer long, sleeping over, taking it easy down the shore.  
Wow, sounds so good to me now.  I can't believe in two weeks my entire life is going to change again, this time for the better.  Then I will be able to shine my light so bright, like I am telling everyone else to do!  It is time, the time is now, to dream great dreams and make them come true.  The manifestation era.  Oneness, the ascension, creating Heave on Earth, so much is happening on our earth now, it is truly an exciting time to be here, one we all chose to do regardless if we remember or not.  
We are all starting to remember, and will remember more and more each day.  We will remember the love that we all truly are, and the connection we all have to one another, the oneness inside us all.  I finally have broken through, a total shift in energy, and am able at least to get my own place.  And my children's book, "Faith in Angels", is going to be illustrated next week, I am so excited this is becoming a reality!  I reconnected to one of my childhood friends, who happens to have a daughter just starting art school.  We got in touch, and she is going to help me illustrate it!  So pshyched! 

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So, I have two weeks to get my shit together, and get stuff done, while I am still here.  I also need to organize my stuff in the basement to see what I can leave here.  I don't want to take everything, only the things I need.  I am not looking forward to the packing, moving and unpacking, it is so draining and tough on my body.  I can't even get motivated to pack a thing, so tired of doing this so many times, I am putting it off! 
So, what's the conclusion?  What is this self love thing?  Now that I am alone without my children, obviously my priorities have changed as they are not around to care for anymore.  It is truly sad when they grow up, but I can say I am handling it much better this winter than I did last.  Last winter was so sad for me, crying all the time, but I felt the same way here at my brothers home for months as well.  Now living with someone, had made me realize I want to live alone.  I can run around in my underwear if I want to, I can have people over anytime, sleep over, etc.  Yes, alone, nice.  I always said living alone can be nice as long as you have a strong support system, and you have a lot of loved ones around to hang out with.  
Blessings of Love and Light, Namaste!