Okay, here goes, it's true! I am moving down the shore, I think I still am in shock. It just happened quickly, within a few days. After realizing I can not afford to be up North with my children, and can only afford a one bedroom, I decided to move down the beach. My children don't see me that often anymore, so there isn't a reason for me to be up there, I have no true friends there either. My family is my support system and some friends more South. My niece is getting married and just bought a home down the Shore. He new husband to be is renting out his condo now due to the move. I text her to ask her if it was still available, and low and behold it was! And now it is mine! Wow, I am still shocked, I can move in in three weeks. This just happened so quickly I wasn't prepared for it this fast, but I am happy and thrilled.
The first day I got a little worried, being on my own again financially, but I got through that quickly, knowing I will be fine. It still hasn't sunk in yet, that I actually will have my own home! All for me, just for me myself, don't have to live with someone else, just me! I don't mean my children, I would love to live with them.
I hung out with my spiritual buddy who actually lives at the beach I am going to. He is an Energy Healer, a really special one, like John of God. He has been working on getting me healthy, doing energy work on me, and other things as well. He also is a medium, and spirits talk to him all the time. He said we met for a reason, and that the spirits guided him to me at the Sound Healing Class we attended. And we have been friends ever since, he knows my pain, how bad it has been, and how stuck I am in my life as to where I am living. After his healing Sunday, and we went out to eat and sat a special, my energy has finally shifted. I woke up in terrible pain Monday, had to ice my neck all day, but Monday night is when I found out I had a new place to live, and it's down the shore! Wow, I think it will feel like I am on vacation all summer, living down there! No more driving from up North to hit the beach on the weekends, no more insane driving up and down the Parkway and Turnpike. My new friend says the beach is going to be my new home, that this is where I am suppose to be now. Now it is time for a healing, time for me to just relax, enjoy the moment, the day, the sun, the ocean, the sand, the shells, the seagulls, the feathers, the rocks, and heal! Yes, I am open and ready to receive such Love and Joy come into my heart and life! My children have always told me to do what I want, and live where I want to live. I always did say as soon as my son graduated, I was going to move away from Bergen County, never really liking it there. So, now, since I am taking care of myself and doing what pleases me, supposedly my children will feel more happier, safe and secure too. I surely hope so, I hope the loving, positive energy bleeds down to them, they so much desire true, unconditional love.
And maybe, this time I will find true love, once and fall all, down the shore, where I love to be! I am happy, finally, and have a smile on my face most of the day now, all because I will soon have a home of my own, with my wonderful pieces of energy around me, which I miss very much! Its been nine months without anything, just my clothes, not even a dresser to put my stuff in! Thank you God, Source, Angels, Jesus, Mary, Aliens, Ascended Masters and all, for saving me!
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