It is time, time for this time to end, to come to love and light. For the world to come to a state of heaven on earth, this is what keeps me going now. All the messages from the Angels, Jesus, the Aliens, etc., is about love. How the rest is just an illusion, it's all love, but we forgot. Time now is about letting go of the past and forgiving ourselves, coming back to love. To loving ourselves, forgiving ourselves, and opening our heart to love. This is the way, the only way to have peace on earth for humanity, one by one.
I can tell you that since January my heart has been so much more open to love. I feel so much more love in my heart, feeling it extending out to others that I meet. I pray and meditate on love and light, on God's light coming through my being, healing my body and soul. I focus on the light any time I can remember, and send light to my loved ones who are suffering, especially my children and their Father. The love I have is unconditional, loving each person for who they are, for being a part of them, together, connected always.
The journey has just begun for me to find peace on earth. I am focusing on what I want now in my life, the home I want to have so my children can come back and live with me. I feel so badly for them, how bad it is living with their Dad, him being so unhealthy, and I feel disappointed with myself that I do not have a home for them now. Then, it takes me back to the past, on how many mistakes I made, and moved out of a home I owned, an awesome home with a built in pool. Life would have been so different if I stayed there, I would own it now, me and the kids wouldn't have had to move so many times, causing me to feel so unsafe and lost. I still go back to the past, and have to force myself out of there, knowing I cried over it for years, and need to let go and move on.
I can go from hope and faith, to sadness from my past and where I am now, in the matter of minutes. It is a journey I am ready to change to positive, to love, to gratitude, to hope, to faith, to miracles occurring to send me so much money I can have the home I want, with my family around. The become the author I have wanted to become, and to fall in love with that special man. Yes, I can't wait to fall in love, I want a family again, I wish I had the original family I had, and wish I never lost them. But, I did, life turned out nothing like I would have wanted, so sad being alone now, without my own home, when I owned one and lost it due to poor decisions. So sad not having a home for my children now that they need me, need me to have a safe home for them to feel loved and nourished in. So, God, if it is meant to be, send me a home to live in with my children so we can all feel safe and loved. I love you, I love me, I love all, you are all my brother! Remember that, we are all one!
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