Namaste ~
George! I have six brothers, and of all of them George is the coolest, and happiest, always was. He was one of my older brothers growing up, and he was always happy, calm, and had the best energy. He use to take me on his landscaping jobs when I was young, and I remember enjoying my time with him out in the earth.
I figured I would move in with one of my brothers a few months to just chill and feel things out, but woke up today thinking maybe not. I realize it would be really hard to not have my own place, my own things, my own stuff, my own kitchen to cook in! I spent the day at a family party yesterday, with my brother, Eddie who lives in Monroe. I woke up realizing it would be awesome to live near them, because I am very close to them and I love my sister in law's energy! She is a doll, a very strong, loving, kind, supportive woman, and my brother is blessed to have her. And this is my younger brother who is the one who is always there to help me no matter what! The few years I had to move once a year, he was the one always there. When he was born seven years younger than me, he was my instant child, I loved taking care of him and always did. And if I lived near them, I would have family around, being able to go see them anytime I wanted to.
So, waking up today thoughts came to me of looking on Craigs List for a place to rent in Monore. If I could be near them I would feel loved, I love being around them and my niece and nephew. And if I live in Monroe, my other close family members are near, maybe only fifteen minutes away. I realized I need to be more near my family now, I have to let the kids go and not hold onto that leash any longer. And if I stay in Bergen County for them, how often will we really see each other? They want to break free! The prices in South Jersey are less expensive also. The first listing that appeared for Monroe was really inexpensive, and looked really nice, with granite kitchen cabinets as well. It was a large open floor plan, and everything looked new. So, I decided to call right away. The gentleman who answered the phone's name was George! Ha, George! There aren't many George's out there that I have met, not a coincidence at all. He said the phone was ringing off the hook all day, and if I was interested I should come today to look at it. I explained that I lived in Paramus, was just there yesterday, and had plans all day and couldn't get there. He said he was busy tomorrow and couldn't show it. I told him I would wait then, and see what happens, whatever will be will be. He came back and said, "If it's a good thing, you may not want to miss it". Okay I said, and told him I would call him back. I went back and read the ad again, realizing what an amazing opportunity this was, and decided to ride back down to see it. Spirit just spoke to me again, I got on the computer, this was the first ad I saw having no desire to look any further, and knew I had to go see it, so I did.
As I was driving closer to the address, I was in an awesome new development, with the nice mansions I love. Never did I think this basement apartment would be in a development like this. As I pulled up to the destination, a smile came to my face. The house was beautiful, with flowers, and mums all around. I walked up to the front door where I saw two teenage girls hanging out in the foyer through the glass doors. They let me in and a large man with salt and pepper hair came to greet me. Their ragdoll cat ran away. I asked the girls their names, and the gentleman lead me downstairs. There also was a woman with them, who I assumed was his wife. He showed me the apartment, which was beautiful. Brand new kitchen, granite countertop, a large living, dining area where I would even be able to fit my Dining Room Set. That makes me happy because I love my set, and most one bedroom apartments are so small you can barely fit a kitchen table. The only thing I wasn't happy with was the bathroom had no tub. I live in my tub, taking a daily bath, for therapy for my body and soul. The Epson Salt helps with my body pain, and that is where I mediate and answers and visions always come to me. He showed me the yard, and told me I could use it, and there was a jacuzzi outside. When I explained how I love the bathtub, he told me I could use the Jacuzzi outside, it just needed to be fixed having a broken pipe. I laughed stating I had a brother who was a plummer, my brother Michael. Hmm, nothing is a coincidence! So, having a Jacuzzi in the yard for me to use all year sounds pretty awesome to me! His daughter and I could even have girl time in there!! After he showed me the apartment, I told him it was awesome, and that I loved it and wanted it. He explained a couple looked at it as well today, and would let me know during the week.
After showing me the apartment, he sat down and started talking to me about where I work. I explained I was an Energy Healer, an Angel Card Reader, and teach children's yoga. He was really cool with that, explaining his sister who passed in her fifties, was into the same thing. Wow, there are no coincidences. Then he explained to me the apartment was for his mother in law, who just passed. His wife, who was his second wife, left him after she passed, and their daughter was staying with him for school. He was very calm, very nice, very kind and a very smart man, from Staten Island originally. Of course he was Italian, they always seem to surround me. We spoke for awhile, he asked me if the rent was an okay amount for me to pay, and I assured him it was. I was paying three times the amount for four years living in Paramus with my kids. Granted now I do not have a consistent form of income, and the work I am doing now will take time to build clients. I know the financial abundance will come, because I am doing what I love to do, what I am here to do. I left feeling really happy and excited! I called my sister in law from Monroe on the way home and told her the good news. She was really happy for me, and happy I would be living near them to be able to spend more time together. It feels as if it is already done, George and I meeting, and me living there. I think we will be able to help heal each other. Him by allowing me to live there, and me helping him during this transition of his divorce, and also being able to be there for his daughter to help her through this transition. I could even help him in many ways by caring for her, if he can not be there for her due to work or whatever. You know how much I love children and am here to help them.
This really changed my game 100%. Now I am so excited, to have my own place, to not live with someone a few months, and to be in a gorgeous environment, so I can shine my light and do what I need to do now, for myself and the world. I have lived in my own home forever, and like things the way I do, and love my private alone time as well. If I get lonely, all I have to do is drive ten minutes and have many family members to see for love and support. It's only a year, and I will see where it takes me. Next year I will manifest my own home, not sure where that will be yet. Being alone will give me the opportunity to write and publish some books that I have been wanting to!
I am letting it go, whatever will be will be, or already is, but of course I hope it's mine!
Namaste all day!
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