Wow, this is awesome and amazing!
My son came by today to help me pack the cars with my stuff from this room! Because in the morning I am leaving here, never to be here again, and going to my new HOME! Nothing could make me happier right now, and it is just in time for my Birthday. It is the best present for myself right now, next year it will be my home on the beach. My son is such a great help, and it is always nice hanging out with him, as we always have a nice time, and he opens up to me about things. This time we spoke about his Father again, and I am just very sad. Sad about the situation in his home, things I won't discuss, but I need to try to help somehow. This could be tricky, but there may be a way. In the meantime, I will send him Soul Light all night while I am in bed. Along with everyone else I do! Prayers, love, and light, always help the situation for sure. I envision myself holding him up to the huge light, the Sun's Soul's light! Holding him in love and light, healing his body, along with his daughter.
We packed things in my son's truck, and he will bring it to me tomorrow when he gets out of work. Wow, I can't even imagine him visiting me somewhere else! In my own place! It has been three months since I have not had my own home, and it has been truly depressing. I don't know how I got out of this, but thank the Universe for the help. I cried for weeks at my brothers because I missed my daughters so much, and I was not wanted there and felt it. My brother didn't even say hello to me and ask me how I was doing! Ugh!!
So, this is my last night here, in this room I rented only a month ago. It is awesome how things happened so fast for me, I can see that now. Once I decided to move back up North, I found a job and a room for rent the same day. I didn't want to ever have to commute, so it worked out perfectly. But, after two weeks in this room, I started to loose it. I felt like I had no home, and I didn't , I just had someone else's room I was sleeping in for awhile. It became so bad and so depressing I had to find a way out. I decided to go into a "receiving" mode, and allow to receive from the Universe what I needed to move out.
And, wow, it's happening and it worked! I need a home, a place to call my home, my new home. There are four other people here, and the bathroom is busy in the morning. But, now that I am leaving I can see it as a major stepping stone to have gotten this apartment. It got me back here, and made me realize what I needed, a home ASAP! I can't wait to put my kitchen together and cook! And bake gluten free snacks, and cook super healthy things, and creative dishes I have seen also. I also plan on having friends over for Angel Card Reading Parties at least once a month! This will be so much fun now. See, now I won't be crying over missing my daughters and being alone, now I want to be alone after living with other people. I truly see how the contrast has helped me to figure out what I want, and where I want to be.
And, thank you to my two brothers who opened their heart up to me and donated funds that allowed me to move, I owe them tremendously. And when I make my millions they will not be forgotten for sure.
So, tomorrow is the day I move, wow, to another place, another space. Here goes my head spinning again, so much to worry about and take care of. Moving is very intense, very emotional and physical as well. My body always aches so much after ward. But, now, I will have my own bathtub to take a bath in because here I do not! Amen for that! I usually bath twice a day in the cold weather, especially when I am in so much pain.
I am so excited to be able to walk to the bathroom in my undies, to go into the kitchen anytime I want with no one there, to be able to cook in my kitchen! Wow, see how by taking so much away the small things are huge to me now. The simplicity of cooking in your own kitchen for your family, laying on your couch to watch television, having the peace and quiet of your own home, and having guests over any time you want! I am in Heaven, and I am blissfully happy! Thank you Universe for bringing this to me, for bringing me the home I have been asking for. And yes, I have been asking for it, and dreaming of having it, and not asking how. The how happened on it's own because I asked and was open to receive!
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