Another Saturday, Waking up Sad and Lonely!

Waking up on the weekends alone are becoming such a struggle for me now.  I'm so sad today I want to run home and see my sister in law and brother, but I am tired of running all week, and am so sad I just want to stay inside and veg.  I toss and turn with this decision all morning, but realize I have to take a Young Living Essential Oil I bought for a friend over to Mystical World for her to pick up.  Mystical World is a place that sells spiritual gifts, books, crystals, etc., and holds many different types of workshops, meetings, etc.  I forced myself out in the winter to attend some meditations here, and fell in love with the people I met.  I am currently attending a bi monthly medium ship meeting here, and go to weekly meditations.  

Since I had to drop the essential oil off, and get out of the house, I decided to call my sister in law on the way to see if they were home.  She was excited to hear my voice, and told me to come over, which already comforted my heart.  This is getting so old, so sad all the time, trying to figure out how to feel not alone when I am waking up alone every day!  Ha, yea, I know we have loved ones and people around who love us, but going to bed and waking up alone when you have had a huge family around you your entire life makes it sad and difficult for me.  I do know being around my family totally helps me feel connected and comforted, so that is what I will have to do every weekend.
                                
When I arrived at the store, there was a healing expo going on I was told about as I was leaving.  What great timing!  The Universe is on my side!  They were offering different types of healing sessions, for $1 a minute.  I was told before to allow the Shaman there to use her tuning forks on me for healing, and she was there so I went with that.  She was not busy, so I jumped right in, knowing this was happening for a reason.  This was a different approach to healing, on I have not had done to me before.  She told me about loving myself, and using positive words in my healing, a reconfirmation of what I keep being told.
I was happy and content when I left, and drove an hour to my brothers home.  I always love to see my sister in law, she is always so happy, comforting and upbeat.  She listens to all of my troubles, and helps me stay focused on the good, the positive, and helps me find solutions to what ever I am going through.
I am so happy I took the ride, and always leave their home feeling loved, and care about!
Amen!!