I planted flowers already, the pansy's are the first you can plant around Easter time. So, I bought some new pots, and flowers and planted the other day. I love to plant, love the earth, and prefer to be outside in the warm weather than to being cooped up in the house. I love to sit out with my tea in the morning, and pray and meditate awhile before my day starts. But, today I went out back to sit by my flowers and find peace, and as I opened the door, my landlord was there watering the tiny lawn I have because he planted grass seed. When I moved in it was half rocks, which was better for me because I was going to put my table and chairs there. Now, he is trying to plant grass.
I do not like my landlords at all after they both yelled at me over how I was driving too fast up their drive way and both told me how this was their house! Well, then what the hell are you renting the upstairs of your house out then if you don't want anyone here? Obviously they need the money. It's bad enough I am not allowed in their yard, only to get my car which I have to park there because there is no overnight parking on the street. And, I have to open a gate to get my car and close it, which I do not like to do at all. I want no part of them, and do not want to park my car in their yard when they are so nasty to me.
I have put out a bird feeder for the birds because I love them, and the man sent me a text over that, telling me he covered it and wants it covered for a week because the birds are eating the bird seed. And he told me I did not pull my car up to the garage enough and he could barely get his car out! Oh my Lord, get a life! Do I have time for such nonsense? You have got to be kidding me! It is amazing to me that so many people are so unhappy with themselves and their lives, that they even have to find things in others to insult and criticize, bitch and complain about! Things like this upset me, I am a great renter, quiet and very clean. Now, I had to bring up how he should be more worried about my mail box which just got my important mail wet, and the broken front steps I keep tripping on! He did not text me back, but bought a new mail box for me the next day.
But, a day later I received a letter from his wife, which I put aside for a few days. I can only deal with a certain amount of negativity at a time, and put the letter aside until I was ready to read it. And when I did, it was ridiculous, a two page letter, along with telling me I could move out if I wanted, they would break the lease and give me my deposit back. That was great to read, because I always knew I would never be here a year, because of them, and where I am currently located. She also said she wanted to check my apartment one day to make sure I have area rugs down because the lease says the wood floors need to be 70% covered! Ya, rite! Are you kidding? That is because they hear everything, the house is made so poorly I literally hear everything they say, so I am sure they hear everything. And I am sure they hear when I WALK! Well, once again, do not rent your home out then! And their bedroom window is right where my tiny little lawn area is! Do you think I can sit out there at night like I always do in the warm weather and look at the moon and stars.
But, when I saw him this morning out my door, I ran back upstairs annoyed and upset. I had to get out it was such a beautiful day, so I grabbed my sneakers and took a walk. My first walk here in this town. I walked much longer than I thought, an hour. It totally made me feel better and shook off the aggravation I was feeling from him. That bad energy!
Now, I am looking at it as a blessing, I wanted to move, and now I can. The Universe is pushing me to be in a better place, one I love, along with financial abundance to get there. But, I do feel I have too much to worry about now, trying to get my books out, my spiritual work out for money, looking for a new nanny job because mine ends at the end of next month, and now a new place to live. I feel I can never relax, always having too many things to do, and always having to worry about money.
Love and Light to you always!
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