Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Just Waiting, Feeling in Limbo


    

I am currently in the library waiting to go to a recital for the girl that I cared for since January.  After tonight, my life will be totally different once again, a new place to start.  I feel as if my world is spinning so fast, not even knowing where I am when I awake!  Last night was my last night in the other room, which I only stayed a few nights at.  I packed my car up this morning, with only one more trip to go tomorrow.  I will not sleep there another night, as tonight I will stay at my boss's home for the month.  I couldn't stay in the room after packing up, so I went to see who was at Starbucks, did some blogging work there, and went to get some soup.  Then I came to the library for more work until I had to go to the recital.

This is going to be so sad, as I already am sad.  Sad about moving again, packing up everything AGAIN.  This has to end, I need a home, a safe, warm place to lay my head with love.  After the recital the family I work for leaves for Canada, and my life will change drastically again.  I will miss them, and be in a new space, their space, not mine.  But, I am so very grateful  for that space, as it has great energy, and it will allow me to attract a much better outcome.
As I sat at Starbucks, I created a quick proposal for my boss of the healing center I want to create.  I intend to give it to her today, and see how she can help create this with me.  She may be able to big a big help, now after talking with her, I see how compassionate she is.  What a loving, giving, compassionate soul, here to make major changes in the world!
Blessings to Us All Today! <3



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