Here I go again, moving! My place is pretty much packed up, and when I left yesterday I was so happy I will never have to sleep there again! My big move is Saturday already, only three days away. It is great I am now looking forward to it, instead of crying my eyes out being so scared and afraid. Staying away all week, pet sitting the dogs, has totally helped put everything into perspective. Here I feel so much better, less alone and lonely. Now, I see this as moving ahead fast, the next chapter of my life, and I can't wait to see what happens. It is always about accomplishing things, but what I really want is love in my life. Love from people around, staying connected, being in touch.
Today is a good day as I now have a job lined up for September, and they need me in the summer as well. The summer work is only two hours five days a week, but I took it because at least it is something, and it is with the same family I will be working for in September. I figured out financially if I can manage, as I live week to week now financially until I manifest more. More money, more friends, more connections, more love! That is what I want. At least I am learning what I want now from what I have had and don't want! If my life was filled with friends and family and so much socializing as I have always done, I would not have minded living alone. I do love my alone time, and always need to get home and recharge at some point. But not having that work environment with people, or the gym environment with all friends, I don't have much support around here, not enough connections. I have been asking the Universe for more love, to send me loving, supportive, like minded souls. I see it starting to happen, but at my age people are so busy with their husbands, children, and families, and don't have the time to just hang out and get together. Living with someone else will help, especially being in a beautiful environment. I have no idea how long I will stay, and what will happen next, but I am open to what the Universe is sending me. I am stepping outside the box, and willing to go with the stream, not against it. So for today, I am here in my bosses home, currently have a new nanny job lined up, and a new place to live. I know it is all for the best, I know I am closer to finding what I am looking for, and I am at peace. At least for today!
Namaste, Love and Light!
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