Moving Again into My Bosses Home

Wow, my world is spinning again!  It's crazy.  I moved out last weekend, Saturday, after finding a room to stay in within a day so I was grateful for that.  My boss goes away for five weeks during the summer, and it did come to my mind when I needed a place to stay quickly, to may be able to stay there.  Well, the other night I got really upset about everything, and told her what happened and she offered me her place to stay!  Wow, what a sweetheart!  See, I didn't know her well because she is always working, or in the City working.  The Dad and I are the communicators so I didn't know her well.  But boy, does she have a tremendous, loving heart.  I should have known so due to the fact that she runs a non profit company.  Now that I see her more, I see how she wants to help change the world, big time, just like Teal does, along with me!  My heart has always been there, it's just those finances!  
When I told her my new situation, she was like, come stay here now, I don't think that's a great place for you to be!  She told me to just do my thing, and not worry about the children or anything.  Wow, I am still so shocked and grateful to her response.  See how I do have other people in my life who want to support me?  It is such a beautiful feeling, to know others are holding you, loving you, caring and wanting you to be safe and warm.  Before she left for Singapore, she stopped and gave me the biggest hug ever!  I was so touched, tears came to my eyes, she has an amazing impact on you, amazing energy!  
                                
So, I didn't even unpack a thing anyway, but I did organize better.  The packing is draining and never ending again, as I only want to take what I need there, and it gets confusing.  What about all of your files, paperwork, candles, crystals, toiletries, clothes, books, etc.  You have to have some things with you.  So yesterday I went to my brothers to put a load of stuff in my storage unit.  I was grateful I got one so fast, within a day.  My son helped me pack the car again, thank the Lord.  I woke up with severe pain in the bottom of my head, into my neck, the type that makes me ready to vomit.  I woke at 6:00 am, ran and got ice for it, and kept it there for two hours.  I wasn't even sure if I would be able to get to the storage unit.  But, I did,  trying to stay focused on what I had to do.  When I got out of the shower, it left me feeling really high, it was very strange.  High and sleepy, so weird, so out of it.  But, I pushed myself ahead, knowing I had more stuff to move on my own Saturday and Sunday.
                                                        
Then, I got to my brothers, and he was home from work, and helped me move everything.  When we got to the storage unit, there was a major rain storm! A down pour, got all wet, but didn't even care.  I decided not to tell anyone else I was moving again, it's a little too crazy for sure.  After I explained my situation to my brother, he understood.  We talked a long time as his wife was working, talking about getting disability, medicare, etc.  Trying to figure it all out.  He was pretty calm and cool, not so negative like he seems to get.
I woke up so drained from crying the night before, I decided to lay down and rest at his house before coming home.  Then, my daughter called, and we talked for about an hour.  It is so nice now, I don't bother her daily as she doesn't want me to, and when she calls about once a week, she talks for a long time, and tells me everything.  On her own terms, when she wants to talk, not when I want her to.  So many changes, so much to learn, but I am glad I am getting it.  It was a very exhausting emotional day, I got home when it became dark, visited my son at work, and went home to bed. 
Some days are so draining, I can't wait to be at peace, to feel settled, love, safe and warm at home, in my home, with the love around me that I want from others!
Blessings!!