I know I have to talk to my old boss about this Healing Center that is always on my mind. I really think my time as a nanny is over, and I need to move onto bigger dreams, dreams that can help hundreds of children, touching so many lives! I realized that I can work on getting my books published, and the Healing Center created at the same time, as writing is my first love.
But, as I think of being in Central Jersey where my family is, and they are pretty much my support system, I think of moving back there. Living with one of my brothers, saving some money, and getting this other work out. But, I don't think I am ready to leave here yet, this is my home, my towns, and I would truly miss not being able to see my son at work all the time. I don't know if I am ready to say good bye again! This is so how I feel:
Yes, this is confusing, major decisions to make. So, I went back to my spirit work, meditating, doing yoga this morning, grounding myself more, watching Teal Swan and Pamela Aaralyn, a new being I was turned onto! Read our Angel Cards today, I turned to the Goddess Cards which I love so much and resonate with. Strong, positive cards, always enlightening. Today was Goddess Aretemis. Daughter of Zeus, twin sister of Apollo. Really cools story, she was a tomboy, strong courageous, amazing hunter. Very connected to the earth and the animals, always an amazing shooter with her bow and arrow. Great manifester as well! I hope this will all help me make the decision which is the most in alignment with my life purpose. Now, I am ready, I am here, without any work lined up, nor a place to stay. Tell me God, tell my Universe, guides, angels, which way to go, show me the way. Thank you always for being there!
Namaste, Peace, Om Shante Shante Om!
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