Sunday Dinner with My Children, my Family

This morning was strange when I woke up at 6:30 and stayed awake.  The gathering yesterday really recharged my soul, I feel 100 x better for today.  That energy I get when I come home from a Teal Swan event, is what I want all the time.  I do not understand why our energy gets so low, so drained, we get so depressed.  I feel so much more connected to Source and to my Guides, and I am so grateful for that!

I was excited because my children are coming over for dinner, so I need to get to the store and buy some food.  I am going to make two soups butternut squash, and chicken soup.  Why?  Because my son eats meat, and doesn't like the butternut, and my daughter and I eat the butternut.  It was fun and exciting to prepare for them to come, it kept me busy the entire day.  Now when I cook I cook with pure love, I think loving thoughts and bless the food.  It is such a different way to cook, to be in the present and appreciate I have loved ones to cook for.  I am grateful for this.

We had a really wonderful day, the small apartment was filled with the five of us, my three children, a friend, and me.  I loved having them here, we talked all day.  My daughter needed some help with something on the computer, "Go fund me", to try to collect funds to go to a Cesar Millan event.  My son and his friend were on time, and the girls came later, but it was nice to be alone with them for awhile.  His friend is having a hard time with her mom right now, so it was good that we could talk about it.  So many young adults are suffering nowadays, so I love to be a help if I can to even just be an ear for them to talk to, knowing they have some support.

After they left I was really happy, thrilled to spend the day with them.
I love them so much, they are my life.  I need others in my life now though, because they have flown away to grow now, to take their own path.
This is still really hard for me, each day I feel so differently.

Blessings to all ~