Feeling Relief of Having a Place to Stay

Namaste
So, I spoke to the gentleman about the rental, and he said I can rent it if I still needed it, although he is waiting for the tenants to move out, and it would have to get cleaned really well.  I hope you can get the energy of the hoarders out!  I told him I was going to try to buy one, but if I couldn't I would love to rent it.  We said we would touch base over the weekend sometime.
I totally feel much better and more relieved now that we spoke and I know I am safe, safe to have a place to go, a space that I can deal with for at least six months.  I truly am going to manifest buying a home, so either way I won't be there long.  But, I truly need a great space, and I love that this is in a community where I will be able to have instant clients.  They will be all around me, having nothing to do but have fun and get together.  I want to teach a Yoga/Energy Class at the Center, and will give Reiki and Angel Card Readings at my place, or wherever.  It will be nice once I get use to being alone, to have nothing to worry about, but myself.  This house is too much work, even mentally all I see.  It's too big, and so dark, it's always been so dark due to the dark paneling in the house.  Except for my bedroom, it has an East side with lots of windows, and it's sunny all morning.  It is a great spot where I write all the time when the sun is up.  I will miss this place, I still can't believe we are leaving, I am moving to a place of peace and serenity, all alone.  Bitter sweet.  I know it is for the best for all of us, and over due.  I am so grateful for the times I had here in this house with my children.  There were awesome, wonderful times.  Times of arguing as well, but that is part of life.
I am glad I started to pack early, it is giving me the time to go through everything, keep what I love, and send the rest away to someone else.  I am cleansing, it's a process.  One that needs rest in between and love.  It is a process, I am allowing myself to feel all of it, the glory and the pain.  The glory of raising my children as a single mother of ten years and surviving.  The pain is I just survived, and worried most of my ten years.  I am going with the flow, down the river, instead of against it.  I am trusting in the Universe to take me where I am suppose to go, to a beautiful, calm, loving, energetic space, with lots of nature around!
Namaste