Painting my Dresser

Waking up today in the rain wasn't fun.  I was bumming, and felt achy and had no desire to do any packing.  So, I decided to paint again.  Yesterday I was getting bummed packing, so I took a break and decided to start painting the dresser I was going to use when I move.  I actually acquired my parent's dresser set when we sold my Mom and Dad's house, five years ago.  Ugh, I have had that furniture too long, I actually should never had it.  I never knew back then that everything is energy, the furniture too, so the furniture has the same energy it saw in that room for its lifetime.  Wow, what a realization.  So you want to make sure that there is always love around!  You can sage the furniture to help raise the energy, but the best thing to do would be to paint it.  So, I let it go and my bedroom already feels lighter, somewhat more free, it's very interesting because I had no idea the furniture affected me in any way.  I am going to sell it and take the old furniture I am currently painting to my new place.  Out with the old, in with the new, new fresh energy.  The bedroom furniture I am painting is a tall men's dresser, with two night stands to match.  They are made very well, and the dresser is really heavy.  I am going to paint some flowers in the center of the doors, it will be nice to have something new in my new place.  It is coming out great.  It is healing to be in the moment of creating, and enjoying just what you are doing without having to think, just relax and create.  While I am being creative, beautiful visions come to me, of things I need to create in the world and get out, so many things.  It is funny how I start just painting, and then I am so in the moment in a beautiful place, and Spirit talks to me about my purpose in life and what I need to accomplish.  It is so wonderful.  I stopped packing to do something that brought me joy, and look at what it has done.  It has opened me up to so many other possibilities.  It opens me up to the flow of the Universe, and taps into all of that Source Energy, allowing you to create and manifest anything you want!  Wow, I am so grateful for so many things. 
 I am so much stronger now about moving, I am focusing on my new place, of moving forward.  I am dreaming of how I will decorate it, to make me feel at home.  This is a nice change since I was pretty much crying about my kids leaving and me being all alone.  I was so sad about waking up alone, and my life changing drastically, that is all I could think of, and I cried.  Now, those thoughts don't come to me as often, which is a sigh of relief.  I am focusing on how awesome this will be for my daughters, and how great it will be to go visit them in their new place.  
I am so grateful to have found my Spiritual Mentor who has helped to wake me up to how the Universe works,how it wants to help me create what I want, and that I came to earth so I can create what I want! Ha, now what a fun journey it will be, I can't wait to see what the future holds.  
I truly want to finish my children's books, but need to get them illustrated.  There is so much work that needs to get done.  I need to created abundance for myself, it is something that will comfort me and make me feel safe, knowing I will never have to worry about paying my rent and bills alone, ever.
Namaste