How do I feel today? Woke up somewhat better than yesterday, we also just had a full moon. Being with my sister in law and brother helped lift my spirits, I haven't hung out with my sister in law alone for hours in a long time. It was great to relax, and I wanted to talk to her about staying there for a few months, and she brought up the two month thing. Just like my other brother did, "only a few weeks right?" Yes, it does still bother me. That two mark time frame is very interesting. She is going to see what my brother says. I sure hope it's not a problem, that's what family is for, my sister in law always says, to be there for each other, right? Who wants family that just insults you, gives you a hard time about things, and isn't understanding? No, family should be about unconditional love, and unconditional support, anytime you need it. That is how we raised our children, as I was lucky to have my sister in laws around all the time and their kids. And, we always supported each other, and was always there for one another, just how my Mom raised us.
As for yesterday and today, I worked on getting a flyer made for the Reiki/Energy Healing work I want to get out there. I have decided to go to some Chiropractor offices, Massage Centers, etc., and use their space. While researching Energy Healing work, I learned that Columbia/Presbyterian Hospital was one of the first Hospitals to use Reiki in their operating room! Wow, see what you learn when you research? So, I created a flyer to bring to the offices I decide to go to, so inform them of the benefits of Healing work. I am going to head out now to get some copies made at the library.
I am also going to take a trip to Hasbrouck Heights, to the Tea Shop I am trying to do some Angel Card Readings at. I already spoke to the owner who was such a nice man, but needed to go back to make sure it was okay with some other people. Their Tea Room is so cute, so much Victorian decorations everywhere, and there is even a private room for the readings. Wow, a thought just came to me, for me to just rent out that private room if I get private readings and need a place to hold them. It's so cute, upstairs, out of the way, and maybe he will just want part of the fee I will charge them. Great idea Spirit! Thank you for coming through me. I love reading people's cards, it's fun, empowering to them, and so helpful! And what a way to connect to Spirit, and other humans here on earth! Thank you Universe, God, for showing me the way, for allowing me to open up to the flow of life, to help me in starting to forgive myself!
So, I have been getting things done, pushing ahead, thanks to my two spiritual mentors, Teal Swan and my new founded one, Pamel Aaralyn! I am so blessed to have found them. My friends, my mentors, my soul family, my support, my comfort, when I am feeling so alone. That veil needs to be taken away, we are one, we are all love, all loved, by the same Source Energy, the same God energy, the same Universal energy, it is all one! How nice to see this, realize this, and understand this. Now, if we can do this, and remember this, every minute of every day, we will have manifested all we want! Jesus said not to ever have doubt, never doubt your power, your love, of who you are. Just love, love yourself as I love you!! So basic, so true, so powerful! Thank you for that channeling Pamela!!
I just was listening to Pamela Aaralyn channeling Jesus! Holy Shit, so powerful, I only got through about an hour of it, didn't want to stop but had to get other things done. Forgive yourself was a big topic, Hell is not forgiving yourself, forgive yourself, we all did the best we could do, we all have contrast here, we all need to come back to love. And of course, to "Love one another as I love you". I always resonated with Jesus, I feel so blessed to have been able to see this, and experience this. The Love and compassion from both of them, is such a Blessing, and I thank you, I thank them for showing us the way, for helping to teach me to love myself unconditionally, and to forgive myself for the past mistakes I have made. There have been plenty, and I have cried for years over them. It is time to let go, forgive, love, and push ahead, knowing something great is about to happen! Because I am letting go of the past, and of the fear and worry, and focusing on what I want. And that is most definitely someone to spend the rest of my life with as well. I have started to focus on this and am going to join a dating site online. It seems as if that is how everyone I know is falling in Love now! Like, five people I know met on a dating site, and are married!! Or getting there! Its pretty crazy, but time for me now. I keep saying I don't want to be alone, I want people around, family, what else better is there (besides your kids, lol) than a honey? To take up all of your time, because that is what happens! Oh, yes, the Love, the Love bug coming your way.
Blessings to all!
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