Friday, July 24, 2015

Looking for Homes to Rent

I went to see some homes to rent yesterday because I thought I had someone who wanted a house share as well.  She seemed to have changed her mind, but I went and looked anyway.  I found an awesome place in Haledon, a little more North from here, nice and quiet near some woods.  The place is an amazing price, with a finished basement, new kitchen and appliances as well.  I am sitting down to fill out the application and realize I don't even have a job to do this.  How can I get a place without an income coming in, even if this rental is not until September.  Go with the idea that the Universe will figure out the how, I just have to know what I want?  Is it that easy?  I will have the money for the security deposit as I am waiting for my other deposit from the other apartment I just left.  I need a place to live as my old boss will be back in two weeks, and I still don't know what to do.  A nanny job hasn't come to me, and I haven't made the effort yet to go knocking on some Chiropractors doors for money, feeling so confused.
                                                           
So confused I am again, because I would love to get this house as it is right next to the College my daughter is going to attend.  And, her apartment will be up in November, and she has already decided to live with her Aunt after that, temporarily until she can manage on her own once again.  If I lived there, she could actually live with me, if she wanted to, but I would have to have enough to pay the rent.  My son could also actually move in as well, even though he says he wants to live alone.
Why does it always end up being a money issue for me?  My soul family tell me I need to work on changing my energy about money, which I have been working on lately.  Teal Swan has a video and a meditation about money, which has been my focus the last few days, and will be each day into the future.

I even thought of going to my brothers if I can, living with him for a bit and focusing on getting my book out.  Working on getting my blog together to submit to Balboa Press.  They can start helping me with my book for as little as $414!! Which is crazy to me, that is totally worth the investment, even now, as this is my dream.  My dream to stay in and write, and become an author which has been a life long dream of mine.  It seems like the time, I am ready, I can work part time, and take the rest of the time to get it together, without having to pay rent.  Let's see what happens.
Namaste, Love to all

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