Blessings
I decided today that I do not want to live this way much longer, like only a few more weeks, and not months! Yes, so glad I decided this. So, as I am looking for a place to live, I realize that a two bedroom is much better, larger, and most have Dining Rooms, and I want my Dining Room furniture in my home so I can entertain! I want people over, I want my kids to come for dinner, I want to hold gatherings for like minded souls to connect! I decided to post an ad for a room mate, someone like me, who is looking for a place to live, and instead of renting a room, we can share an apartment. But, a place in a house, a home, not an apartment complex which I do not care for.
Within a few hours after posting this ad, I received two phone calls. One from a Muslim man, and another from an older woman like me, who teaches Yoga in Wayne, and is an Energy Healer as well! I have asked the Universe to send me a room mate, someone who can be a friend, and there she called within a few hours. We spoke awhile and were both excited to connect. I am going to meet with her this week, so we can talk and get to know each other and work on finding a place to live. I am looking for a place on Craigslist, or through a private home owner, because I have no desire to pay an entire month realtor's fee, when I am only renting. It is crazy they expect the renter, and not the home owner to pay that fee.
I am truly realizing how quickly I am manifesting what I want. I realize it is important to know what I want first, to know where I want to be, then concentrate on it, and then it happens!! I have manifested a place to stay up North, and a new job, all within one week! As soon as I made the decision to be where I wanted to be, up North Jersey. I like the word "intention", because that is a big part of creating and manifesting what we want. We have to know what we want first, makes sense, right? But, we don't always know this. I did not always focus on what I wanted in the past, so many years I cried over my past mistakes, focusing on the mistakes I made, and feeling guilty! Thanks to my Spiritual Mentor, Teal Swan, she has taught me different. She has taught me to watch what I focus on because it brings it to us, and that we all came here to create whatever we wanted!!
So, I plan on having my own place for February, just in time for my Birthday! I can not wait to have my things around me, comforting me, and being free to do as I please in my own place! Then, I am going to see Teal in February as well, to Austin, Texas!! Can't wait to see her and my Soul Family. I am waiting to hear about helping with the Workshop, I sure hope I can, as I love helping, I always have helped at my children's School events, and love being around Teal, Sarbdeep, Blake, and the others. Her Workshops shift my energy, and I come back home so much higher. Then, I guess life gets to me, because I do not feel that way any longer, I haven't for awhile. When I went to see her in California, instead of staying with the rest of the "Tribe", I decided to stay alone in an inexpensive hotel. Little did I know what a dump it was, it was pretty depressing, and put me in a pretty low, negative vibration. The Workshop was uplifting, but even the ones chosen, seemed to be cocky and arrogant, not wanting to tap into something deeper within themselves. The party at the house was great after the Workshop, and to see my soul family was awesome too, but I was not so happy there at all, I was pretty bummed when I was in the room, really bummed which I guess I did not shake off so much.
I am so excited about my new realization about manifesting a place now for myself, not later. Getting a room mate gives me the opportunity to get a larger space, with less cost to me than a one bedroom on my own, and the opportunity to make a new friend. The Universe will send me the perfect one, I know it, and do not worry about it one bit. It is great when I am in the mode of "abundance", and "trusting" in the Universe, and not in "fear and worry", as I use to be all the time.
It is good, I am happy I will not have to live in one room, any much longer. It gets really crazy just hanging out in a room all the time, even though I did this when I lived with my kids, but, I also had the entire house to wonder in when I wanted to, and had my kids around too to talk to!! It gets lonely living without your loved ones around, I would love to fall in love this year, how nice that would be. Not out of desperation, but out of love, out of wanting a companion to share my time with, connect with, communicate with, and care for and love.
Namaste ~
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