Hello
It's Thanksgiving Sunday, and I am on my way to my brothers house for dinner. My sister in law has had it every year forever, but last year things changed, and this year she decided to have dinner on Sunday, so everyone can make it. I have always wanted to do this on the Saturday after Thanksgiving with my brother and sister in law I am really close to, but don't get to see for Thanksgiving. I am excited because my nieces will be there with their young children, and my kids will be there too. She is having around 25 people, just like years ago when my family spent most holidays together.
I called over there to tell them my one daughter wasn't coming, she's not feeling very well, and they asked for help! I enjoy helping so I am going to head over now.
Yesterday I had a much better day. I went to my brothers to get my plants because they were "calling me"! When I got to them, half of them were dead, and I cried! I do not know why my sister in law would assure me they would be okay in her cold garage, when my gut told me no. But, of course, I just went along with it, and now am so sad. I ran there when my brother wasn't home, and snuck them in while he was gone, worried he wouldn't want a lot of stuff of mine here in my room. I always worry about what everyone things, trying to respect them. The plants have made a huge difference right away, feeling that great energy from them, comforting me subconsciously. I am so grateful for my plants!
Then, I ran out again, I had a return at Marshalls, and while I was there picked up a few gifts for Christmas. Christmas is here, time to get stuff together for the people you love, regardless of the money you have.
I also went to the food store, trying to buy things that were nourishing for my stomach, because it has been crying out in pain. That took forever, because it is a food store I am not use to shopping in, and had to look for everything. It was fine though, it was Saturday night, and I didn't feel like being inside all night, like I have been the last few days.
I realized I have no life, no one to call and hang out with on a Saturday night. This is pretty sad to me, making me realize I need to move and shake, and find like minded souls to meet up with and connect.
I will have to check out some Yoga Studios, and join one so I can meet some people. I also want to try to borrow a room at a Studio so I can start doing some Reiki. I am putting all of this out to the Universe for it to send me what it needs, so I can do the work I came here to do. Synchronicity is the magic word, when I am with my soul mates, we use this word constantly, because that is all we see each minute we are together for the weekend, total synchronicity.
I am off, let me get there to help her, I will write later!
Namaste all Day
PS Feeling much better today, haven't even cried once about where I am in my life, that's a major breakthrough!
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